Saturday, October 16, 2004

I changed my mind

Current result is negative. Half of me wishes to sigh in relief and the other half wants to go and and cry in the bathroom.

So I have made a decision. I am not going back on the pill. This is something I have been thinking about for a while now.

I have been switching my diet over to organic only for the last few months to avoid pesticides, hormones and other shit, and the irony is not lost on me that I voluntarily pump myself full of them on a daily basis.

And the Baron has packed my last packet anyway. He is supportive of my decision to come off of it for the reasons above, and so that is that.

Sorry for the drama.